Shit To Do While Not Doing Your Homework

1. Listen to music. Always a priority.
2.  Stress about your split-second decision to move again within three days. Drink lots of tea while procrastinating on Facebook.
3. Smoke half a pack of Prime Times. Drink more tea. Contemplate pulling out a Swisher.
4. Tell yourself cigars are expensive and you have no money to buy more until next week. Still contemplate pulling out that cigar. Wonder if you still have a full pack of five or if your jackass friend ganked one before he skipped town just for shits and giggles, because he would, that jerk.
5. Battle with a strange, fleeting moment of emptiness, uncertainty, excitement and fatigue. Remind yourself that this week was, indeed, a good bad turn of events for all parties involved. Everything will iron itself out in time, and understand that you know who you aren't, and who you are is still peeling back the layers to get back out from the weird alien cocoon that she got shoved in. She'll be here, patience.
6. Wish that it was Wednesday already so you could be on the coast with your friends, celebrating your dad's birthday with him.
7. Want another baby cigar and a long walk.
8. Realize that you probably wreak of smoke. Don't care.
9. Feel hopelessly restless. Check your phone for the millionth time. Finish your tea. Wonder what to do with your night since you worked earlier today. Realize having the night off is a really weird concept for you.
10. Hope with all hope that your two biggest wishes will come true soon. So soon.